Thursday, March 25, 2004
Spring Break
Hello! So it is In the Middle of Spring break now! thank goodness ive been needing this break. ive spent most of it with zac and its been great dont get me wrong... i just havent done anything with my friends.. and i feel like ive been leaving them out and thats the last thing id want to do cause i would always be like friends first!.. but its just i feel so involved with zac.. and i miss my friends sometimes. i just dont want to loose them.. it just feels so good to have a boyfriend that is actually proud of having me as his girlfriend.. and treats me with everything he has.. and trys so hard to please me and understand me and just puts up with all my shit.. no one has ever cared for me like this.. i just wanna make some aside time for my friends..so this is how my spring break has been goin. friday i went home with zac.. hung out over there came home hung out with my mom cause my dad went away for the weekend. then saturday i stayed home all night by myself... then sunday i forgot what i did on sunday.. i think i slept. then on monday i went and got my cavities filled. it hurt this itme.. i went to go to lacrosse practice but i missed it.. there was no one there. so i came home and bonded with my mom. then on tuesday i went to zacs then his family took me to cleavland to go to the cavs game! i had so much fun! we lost but i still had fun with him and his family.. then i came home and then yesterday my mom pulled her back muscle so she isnt doin too good shes at the med center right now with my dad. then i went to go see 50 first dates with my sister and her fiance.. it is a very good movie! i really liked it! we went out to lunch with my sister theresa shes goin to niagra falls.. i miss her so much.. like last night i was thinking that she could take me to taco bell at like 1 in the morning cause she used to do that when she lived here.. i just miss her and bonding. i really do.. then they dropped me off over at Zacs house.. we hung out.. i had a nice time! really. then today i will be going running soon cause its warmer out and i need to run since i havent in forever! so ill write later maybe during spring break who knows! bye bye.
Posted at 12:53 pm by BroKenStar065
Monday, March 15, 2004
its been too long...
Wow~ whre have i been?! obviously not here! oops i just actually havew a life now and i didnt before.. well basketball is over and we came in last place but thats okay! cause like half of us couldnt show up and i wasnt there for my best friend when she fell on her ankel.. now i feel bad.. shoot! i love you amber! so i made the lacrosse team! and im thaking god cause i really wanted a spot on the team.. we got our kilts today to wear! there cute! ahhh excited! excited! excited! soo umm yeah! i dunnoe what else! the weather has sucked! and um... i havent really been up to any thing! i got the christina aguilera cd cause my parents bought it for me for making the team. my sisters bought me a lacrosse shirt and lots of candy! mmmmm JELLY BELLYS! THERE SOUR JELLY BELLYS! yumm there all gone though :(. i went to battle of the bands and it was okay! it was great in the end.. i was just scared in the beggining i dont wanna loose my baby! so no one take him away from me! hes MINE! all mine! im selfsish when it comes to him.. so then i slept over at my best friends ambers house after and we played this awesome tony hawk game.. it was a blast! then we fell asleep! then we woke up and played some more then i played ping pong with her little bro! 406.. 406.. 406!!! 406!!!! haha good times.. then umm yesterday tim and keith came over and we hung out for a while it was fun! ive been at practice everyday and getting into shape. yep how exciing! spring break is next week.. i cant wait! this week should be good! i got a new screen name.. its called... Lovinme4me65 its my fav. xtina cd! well im gunna go! later alligator!
Happy Birthday Brad!
Posted at 10:03 pm by BroKenStar065
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Love song~ 311
Hey ya'll its been a LONG time since writing.. over a week.. almost two.. well lets see... basket ball we lost. of course and we couldve had it.. if we tried harder. last weekend was real nice~ i was outside playing. then sunday i went to church cause im a good lil catholic girl like that. :) then i came home and zachary came over. then on monday we started conditioning. ooh man it was hell at first but im kina enjoying it now. my body hurts like hell but thats what yah gotta do to go for something you really want.. you gotta go trhough hell to get to heaven. its kinda like in order to love you have to risk the pain. so now my mom doesnt trust me or something. even more tghen she didnt before and she thinks im getting to carried away with zac. i havent even bearly talked to him this week on the phone cause ive had no time. so whatever. its not fair that i get punished for the stuff i didnt do. so last thursday i didnt have to go to school cause i went to PA to get my sisters wedding dress. ah its so beautiful! and we were looking at bridesmaid dresses! im so excited! ive been riding home on the bus with michelle before conditioning. we didnt have it today so i took a lil nap when i came home and then i went out and ran for a bit but i got wet cause it was raining. ive been so grumpy this week or something.. ive kinda been mean to zac.. and its been kinda rough.. ive been kinda emotional. i wore a skirt today and felt like a girl! i liked it! well im goin to get to bed cause im sleeeeepy. night! wish us luck tommorow at our game!
Posted at 10:14 pm by BroKenStar065
Sunday, February 22, 2004
its been a while..
Wow.. its been a week since writting. sorry im lacking.. well monday we didnt have school.. then on wednesday i got sick.. so i didnt go to school on thursday.. and uhh its werid cause zac stayed home too.. haha.then on friday i did go back to school.. and then to practice.. we did good then i went bowling with amber zac brad and steve..we played games and stuff but i dunnoe. then on saturday my mom didnt let me do anything cause i sounded real sick still.. so i let them go out.. then today we were supposed to go to church but we didnt so that really dissapointed me.. so i woke up took a shower got ready and then went to zacs.. i had alot of fun. yeah... i love him so much.. like ive known him for 2 years.. almost 3... and weve been going out for 3 months.. its AMAZING how close weve gotten. i feel like he knows me better then i know myself.. and he brings out the real me.. i dont think some people relize how i really feel for him. its really strong.. and im not going to do anything stupid like go have sex so dont worrry.. im keeping my prorities and keeping myself to myself.until well.. im ready.. which will be when i get married to the man i love so i know it is for sure. well yeah i watched this movie called "She's too young" with my mom and it got me thinking about this crazy stuff so thats why im saying this.. it was about this girl thats 14... and she wants to be popular so she goes and goes down on this one guy.. and it turns out he has an STD so she got it and so did every other girl that he;s been with.. well yeah it was a good movie.. i think im going to start my OWN journal.. real live one with pencil and paper... for my own good keeping sake.. i might write in here everynow and then.. im probally taking it out of my profile so keep this adress in mind to check back everyso often.. i just want to keep my personal thoughts to myself... arlgiht well im going to go.. bye!
CONGRATS BEST FRIEND FOR MAKING JR. CHAMP. I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU. YOU WILL GO LONG WAYS!!! WOOOOOO GO BEST FRIEND! WORK IT OUT!
Posted at 10:25 pm by BroKenStar065
Sunday, February 15, 2004
With you~ Jessica Simpson
Hey!!!! hmm its been a while since i wrote last so im just gunna tell you what happened this weekend! :) so on friday we got baloons and me and amber sent them to each other putting it was from question marks so people would think that we had secret admireres!! it was so fun! so thne i rode home on the bus with her! then we went shopping for our oufits for the dance! we were cute school girls even though some people called us slutty school girls. we loooked cute i thought! and the dance was very fun! and i only got in trouble once this time! :) but thats cause of me and zac. so umm hmm what else.. i had fun! then afterwards i went to ambers and slept over there.. we ordered a pizza and played a gmae with her little brother he is SO cute!! then we layed down to watch derassi but i like passed out so then amber woke me up then we went to bed.. then we woke up ate and i had to leave.. i came home took a nap showered.. then my sister came over... and we went shopping i got a cute shirt... and stuff! then i went over to zacharys house for valentines day!!! he got me love alot bear! cute it glows.. it was fun we watched uh... a movie! and hung out... and then i came home and he called me and i fell asleep about 2354325435 times.. oops! so we just hung up. then i showered and zac took me to fun n stuff for his sisters thingy. it was fun!!! yah! so then now i am home and this weekend was fun! and no school tommorow! woo woo!!!! im gunna get goin.. Later alligator!!
Posted at 9:41 pm by BroKenStar065
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
wow long time no type.
Helllo. wow its been a loooong time since writing last. well we had a game on monday and got our butts kicked! but we had friends there to support us. Zac donny and lenny! thanks boys! those chicks were beasts i tell yah! im doing good in history. go me. and i think im doing pretty good in my other classes. so yesterday me and zac got into this "thing" dont really wanna mention it for everyone to read so if yall were wondering what was wrong with me yesterday then you now know. if everything goes well as we are planning then i will be the happiest girl ever for my boy.. he means so increadibly much to me and i just dont want to see us get messed up. soooo today was kinda akward in the begginng.. then we went to this scheduling thing or something like that and steve and zac made me laugh and cheered me up then i was pretty happy for the rest of the day after things started to get the least bit normal. me and hannah stayed after school today to run. but we bearly did so im gunna start staying after more so i can get the hang of it for lacrosse.. then i came home.. and hung out with my sister and her fiance! im gunna get going to go watch The O.C because im movin to california some day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH yeah!!
Posted at 9:24 pm by BroKenStar065
Saturday, February 07, 2004
Hands~ jewel
Hello.. i havent written for a while. probally cause nothin has happened. well ... hmm.. oh yeah we got report cards. i dont really wanna talk about it im really really dissapointed in myself. my gpa wasnt that bad. it was my exams. im really going to get working cause i know my rents are dissapointed. so now im limited to thing to do. hm. i watched friends on wednesday.. it was really good! i cant wait till next week cause pheobe gets marreid! ah! then yesterday zachary came home on the bus with me.. then we had to go into my grandmas haha i felt bad cause my aunt was showing zac all these old pictures that he probally didnt care about.. but then my cousin brought us home. we watched bruce almighty.. haha thats a funny movie. i love when zac does the skirm part. it makes me crack up! i thought we wernt going to have a goodtime because of my parents. but they actually left us alone. then we went out to dinner then took zac home. then i came home and went to bed. now my stomach has some crampage going on. ugh... im gunna get goin i dunno what im doin today. hopefully something with amber! Later
Posted at 12:21 pm by BroKenStar065
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
This love~ Maroon 5
Hellllo.. well the superbowl was fun.. i was actually getting into it. i think i get football now! woo! so then on monday we went to school. uhh i dont really think much happened. then we went to our game. we were sooo fricken close.. we were tied in 4th quarter and then they started makin lots of shots. ugh. so then they were all pissy and my mom was like just stop and one of the chicks was like im not letting some old lady tell me what to do or something so i was like bitch and my sister and her fiance heard me and they wre like dont say that! it was just pissing me off cause why should they be mad? they won and they were the one who gave our team like 5 million scratches. oh well. whatever goes around comes around. so then i came home.. went to bed went to school today... nothing really happened. in gym were doin archery.. dude i suck. i cant even hit the target. report cards were supposed to come out today but for some odd reason they didnt so maybe tommorow? :\ uh oh.. if i dont get to write in this for a while it will be because of my grades.. so yeah. im gunna get goin. later!
Posted at 5:19 pm by BroKenStar065
Sunday, February 01, 2004
Superbowl
SUPERBOWL!!!!!!! Patriots won!!!! and im glad now i geuss!!!!!!! its fine!!!!!!!!! wooo!!!!
oooooh Tom Brady.. thanks theresa for showing him to me!!!!!!!!!
Well thats all i gotta go tobed! ill write tommorow!
OOOH i think i actually get football now!
Posted at 10:57 pm by BroKenStar065
even stevens!
Wow yeah i was bored yesterday so i filled out those surveys. read em if you have the pacience! so i went to bed pretty early last night then i woke up at 9 this morning. and got ready for the funeral. my hair was curley it was cute. then i went ot the funeral. i was doing good... until the bag piper came in a played Amazing Grace.. that song is so beautiful.. that really got me cause everyone started to cry so my eyes were watering and they were going up to the alter and telling memories and i was thinking of my memory i had with him.. this was the first funeral ive been to where i actually knew the person.. so it was pretty hard. i was holding my tears in pretty well until we got out into the car.. i just broke down and started to ball... but he is in a better place now where he isnt gunna have to suffer.. but it was just a few weeks ago when i saw him and gave him a hug good bye not even thinking of him passing away. so then we went to the cemetary for a few.. then to my aunts house. there were SOOOO many people there it was crazy! my aunts family is REALLY irish.. so they were all driking.. and having a good time to dear Pat. R.I.P. i will always have you in my memory. so then i came home around 5 or so.. showered and then went to zacs!!! it was fun! we watched back to the future 2 and 3.. well kinda cause hte first one froze and we didnt get towatch all the other. soo yeah! i got home around 12 and now im here.. making my self a pizza. Wow.. what a day...
Posted at 12:34 am by BroKenStar065
